New me

A song about inner change. It describes my experiences with being excluded when I was in school and the inner strength I reached with time.

New me
They always said
she looks so mad
can’t she change
her face instead
I think I’m cursed
my dreams have bursed
don’t know what’s like
to be the first
Blank chair
this is what you see
I don’t care
this is the new me
Blank chair
this is what you see
I don’t care
this is the mad me
Blank stare
this is what you see
I’ve fear
this is the old me
strange laugh
this is what you hear
I’m the last
this isn’t fair
This is the new me
This is the new me
This is the new me
This is the new me
This is the new me
Now I’m coming home
no friends to phone
they don’t change
so l’ll do it on my own
I wear all black
like someone’s dead
now it’s my time to make them burn
Hey there
this is the new me
short hair
this is what you see
I’m here
this is the new me
self care
this is the true me
I'm not ridiculous
change the rules and break the curse
you have nothing in your mind
why is she always so kind
Blank chair
this is what you see
I don’t care
this is the new me
Blank chair
this is what you see
I don’t care
this is the mad me
I’m falling back
in the abyss
say how could it end like this?
I'm not, I'm not
ridiculous
This my, this is my
my dream
heroes, heroes
(Look up heroes never die) never die, never die
(Look up heroes never die)
wake up
wake up
wake up
(Look up heroes never die) wake up
wake up
wake up
what did she say?
Maybe she’s gay
I can’t remember
a sunny day
Now I’m the first
and I look back
to this little
scratch on my leg
I’m a fool
and this is cool
I’ve never felt so good
In school