Lyrics and Songwriting. for $20

I am not a music producer.
Before anything, here are some sample lyrics. I have no expensive recording equipment. I record on my phone using a mini podcast mic and master them on fl mobile.
Upto,2 edits
🎆The Plunge🎆
This is the end,my best friend
the future ain't just wide
The peaks are on our side
So walk with me forever and bring your wine.

This is the end,my friend
So don't forget the hike
Through aether and through dykes
You'll see it through
i promise,a dimmer lie.

This is the end,my old friend
Please take your deepest breath
It's time to take the plunge
The waters of the fall
Awaits you,tonight.

This is the end,my sweet
please just take my hand
The future ain't so bright
I'll know ull have your sight
On the darkest boulevard

This is the end, lo...
I won't lose that grip
It's terribly dark ahead
And no light will shine for you
Don't worry,it never does.
🎆IMPLODING HEARTS🎆
Gentle impulsions have got us,dying under the light of our hours.
Gentle caressing our skin with flowers
I can't ever reach your daydreams
Lamentations on the Treetop
I can never leave u hanging.
Inspired by what I hate,distanced from what I love.inspite of all that bliss.I dare not call you,if you rot by my touch,
Keep thinking,about the mellow sigh. I'll be brewing,another Remedy of mine.
Sleep tightly,let ur shadows
dance though the night
So, in the morning when the light creeps in ,they'll oblige.
Look,we've found a way to find,
Whatever we've got to define.
Bittersweet lies Litter my mind
Nevermind,Nevermind
Gentle impulsions have caught us,Cheers to our imploding hearts.
💠TOWARDS APHELION💠
I Don't mind
livin under a dying Star
I don't mind(2x)
I don't mind
Standing beyond your plastic walls
I don't mind,take your time
I don't mind
Living behind a marble cast
I don't mind(3x)
* And when we're feelin alright
And start singing through our binds
You don't mind
I'm carrying a bucket of tears which dried
Candlelights,Passing our cancers like dreams I'd left behind
* I'll lay u down
U'll lay me down
Together and forth
We're heading North
You'll wear the Crown
And lose that frown
Together and forth
We're heading North.
Towards Aphelion
Hail to our health
Hail to my lamp
foe ,I'll fake my death
Please Pray for the wreck of my mind
It's not enough,Its not enough,
We're headed for aphelion
If we burn
Hey,what did I expect?